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Monday, March 21, 2011

The Now ~

Earth -- Europe -- Germany -- State: Baden Württemberg -- County: Waldshut -- Town: Höchenschwand -- Waldshuter Strasse 6 -- in my study -- at the window -- Saturday -- 4:38 p.m. -- I look out -- snow on the ground -- the sky is gray -- I hear a car passing -- then silence. . .

Tuesday, March 08, 2011

Active Passivity ~

All the nicks and scratches on my hands heal in time without my doing.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

German Defence Minister ~ Karl-Theodor zu Guttenberg

They are at him for plagerizing on his Ph.D. dissertation. The Opposition is calling for his resignation, but the ruling CDU is out to keep him in office despite the heated fray he has caused here in Germany. Behold -- according to the latest public opinion polls he has risen to the top of the list of most admired German politicians.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Mysteries of Love ~

Maybe God loves us so much because we are always hurting Him and because of that He can't get us off His mind.

Wednesday, February 09, 2011

Evasion ~

We talk about everything else but leave the most improtant thing unsaid.

Saturday, January 08, 2011

De Diligendo Deo ~

I was a young seminarian who asked the Wise Old Monk how I could best learn to love God. He said: first learn to love a girl. I looked at him and creased my brow.

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Christmas 2010 ~

I am a Jew at the time of Christ's coming. I am steeped in the Bible that has given me detailed information about the God of Abraham and Moses, images of the Messiah I am waiting for. If someone had told me about Jesus of Nazareth being the Messiah and I would have looked the other way.

Friday, December 03, 2010

Lost Key ~


After 15 years I have found it, but now something is missing:

It was fascinating to be constantly on the look-out for it. Now I have nothing to search for.

Now I have been robbed of the hope of finding it,

and, . . . the prospect of that joyous moment-of-finding is gone.


Saturday, November 20, 2010

Accepting ~

I will not be mad at You if there is no life after death.

Thursday, November 04, 2010

Praying ~


As an altarboy -- I was nine or ten -- I said these words at the foot of the altar every day an didn't have the slightest idea what I was saying: . . .

". . . quia tu es Deus, fortitudo mea, quare me repulisti . . ."

[". . . for You are God, my strength, why do you keep putting me off . . ."]

Now sixty years later these same words keep returning. I have finally come to understand them.


Friday, October 22, 2010

The Wise Old Monk ~

I told him it has become hard to pray. He said the slightest calling to mind to pray is a prayer in itself.

Friday, October 08, 2010

Monday, October 04, 2010

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Paleontology ~

Two hundred and sixty million years ago dinosaurs roamed the earth. Looking ahead two hundred and sixty million years from now what significance will the fleeting moment of my life have?

Wednesday, September 01, 2010

Offender-Victim Relationship


In Munich last year Dominik Brunner tried to protect a group of children at a subway stop from being robbed by two teenagers. In a scurry the teenagers promptly hit and kicked him and ended up killing him.
The law says that a such a courageous person can attack molesters only in self defence. But Dominik Brunner did actually attack the teenagers first, which in the eyes of the law makes his case legally questionable.


Nevertheless, the judges sentenced the young boys to long prison terms. Their verdict demanded about as much civil courage as that shown by Dominik Brunner. For people in Germany Dominik Brunner is truly a model of civil courage. He received the Distinguished Medal of the Federal Republic of Germany posthumously.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Autumn ~

It is the early reddish tinge on the leaves of the oak tree that make for melancholy.

Sunday, August 08, 2010

To Solve Problems ~


Virginia Wolf toyed with the idea of death as a problem solver in her novels. In the end she committed suicide.

I wonder if the saints ever tinkered with the idea of self-imposed death as a way to solve their loving longing for God.

Sunday, July 25, 2010

World Soccer Tournament ~


What about all those fervent prayers for the opposing teams? Whose side are You on? It is obvious You were for Spain . . .

Friday, July 16, 2010

De Diligendo Deo ~


Why do You drive me crazy by planting Your love in me and then frustrating me by not even letting me know who You are? Let alone not being able to get close.


Sunday, July 04, 2010

Argentina 0 ~ Germany 4


Here in Germany all the flags are out and waving, like they never do otherwise, as the German team forges on in the World Soccer Tournament.

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

De Diligendo Deo ~

The notion of Jesus Christ, a man, as being God deprives me, blurs out, a conception of God as the Father, Creator, Love Itself. That idea of God as God lifts me away from this world, from history, to a higher, mysterious realm where I naturally place Him and sensibly long for Him.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Suffering ~

Those on crutches would look me in the face and greet; the healthy ones would pass me by.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Words ~

She turned to me and said: did you ever notice? Flowers don't speak.

Thursday, June 03, 2010

Thursday, May 27, 2010

For Us to See ~

This night I looked out my window and saw beauty on a stretched out bed of black clouds: the full moon.

Monday, May 24, 2010

De diligendo Deo ~

To live constantly in the presence of God. That is the monk's high aspiration. In so far as he does this he is never alone.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

God's Created World ~

The Old Monk told me to look upon Nature as God's attempt to communicate with me.

Sunday, May 09, 2010

Involuntary Prey ~

I am bombarded with advertisements, enticements to get me to buy things I don't need or want. I am a prey of consumerism!

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Wise Old Monk ~

He looked me in the eye and said: You don't need much to be happy.

Monday, April 12, 2010

At Table ~

Why did they teach us to take the piece that is nearest us when the food went around at table?

Thursday, March 25, 2010

First Signs ~

And inside, things are already happening: hope, strength, expectation . . .


Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Courageous Women ~

In Germany we presently have two heroes:

The Bishop of the German Protestant Church, Margaret Kässmann, who was arrested for driving under the influence of alcohol [alcohol content of 0.154 percent] and going through a red light. She admitted that she had made a grave mistake and she willed to pay the price. No attempt at covering up. She immediately resigned from her high position as the first woman bishop in Germany. "You cannot fall deeper than into God's hand", were her words.

The second is Sabine Leutheusser-Schnarrenberger, Head of the Department of Justice in Germany. She challenges the bishops of Germany to quit covering up cases of pedophilia and to start working hand in hand with civil authorities.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Looking Forward ~

Outside my window it is bitter cold, the snow is drifted high on the lawn but the chickadees are out there checking out the birdhouse in the maple tree.